Photograph by Vickie Sheehan |
She had waited
for the mail
peeking out the window
running breathlessly to
the box in soft
silk slippers
across dewy grass
the air heavy with
summer flowers
She had waited
for the mail
running quickly
through the crisp
leaves of autumn
crackling around
her ankles
She had waited
for the mail
running through
the falling snow
her father's coat
hurriedly thrown
over her shoulders
She had waited
as summer came
again and flowers
swooned about her
in bewitching profusion
and the mailbox was
empty until she
stopped running
and moved on
Her mother visited
the day she returned
a brided woman now
husband pulling their
suitcases up the stairs
of their home
Her mother visited
They drank lemonade
She laughed bright
cheeked and sparkly eyed
As her mother handed
her the letter stained
and worn
and too late
addressed to her
in a familiar hand
from a far off land
High heels clicking on her way to this
or that friend’s final “bon voyage party”
We were on the way back so she’d stop,
expect and receive coffee and danish
served by my mother
as she prattled on about people
we had never met
laughing loud, leaving quickly
with only a trail of perfume and
dirty dishes to remind us she had been
when she finger waved and left -
I could never have imagined following
her into the car waiting at the curb
sitting beside her as she gaily
set off for another cemetery party
Just a bit of powder from an immaculate
puff on her gleaming dresser
At her home all shoes stood inside the door
Her hat sat back in its box
Each bureau drawer arranged as carefully
as a department store display
Her velvet carpets bore not a single
footprint, welcoming the little girl
I was, to enter and after dinner to
wear a silken
slip as an evening gown twirling
before her long mirror to her high bed
in a sleepover tucked into her crisp sheeted
bed scented with cashmere bouquet
vanished
as a laugh
or a soap bubble
song in the air
Raven tossed hair
Unshakeable
Confident
Sexy kitten
Purring
Shining in my
Own mind
to misted memory
Facing clear mirrors
and a mind’s
myriad
naked realities
a man and a woman
who started as a
boy and a girl
in a green sunshined field
dotted with dandelions
rain pelted windows
hard and the image flew
softly
away