Thursday, April 7, 2016

PAD DAY 8 - Sonlighted - Urbanot





Urbanot
I took you while you
were but a filament
of thought blowing
through my mind
took you from the
thrum of car and
boundless energy
of millions of souls
quickly walking
cement pavement
I took you my
intrepid filament
to the turquoise sea
to white spun sugar
sand to shine your
manifested light –
born to verdant calm
of frangipani night –
sacred held against
my bursting breasts as
hummingbirds whirled
sipping sugar
as each day a
splendid sigh
unfurled
unurbuned

Saturday, April 2, 2016

APRIL PAD CHALLENGE - Day 2. - He Said / She said

In August 
He said tucked in on immaculate linen
“When”
She said sitting on her knees on his bed
‘I don’t know”
He slept for a while
She curled next to him
put her hand under his
She sang Phantom’s – magic of the night
He said
“When”
She said “You know more about this than I”
He slept … she sang every song he had taught
her since she learned to speak … she combed
cologne through his hair – to kill the scent of
rotted apricots … He said … “Hope after a lifetime
you’re not waiting for last words ”
She didn’t need to say “No.”
She remembered the violin concerto he played for her
from a box of small red records … she heard the music –
he lifted his arms conducting in time with her rhythm
He didn’t need to ask ‘When”
as his hands fell folded on his chest
She didn’t need to say “Now Daddy.”
That’s just the way it is sometimes
If you’re both very very lucky in life,
in love, in leaving on a grace note …

April PAD Challenge - Day 2. He said. She said. (They said...)





They said...

He said, "Hello Mother, well we do need to talk about her."
She said, listening to his trembling voice "I am delighted."
He said, "I am not sure if I want to marry but will you love her?"
She said, "How can I love her if you do not know you want her?"
He said, "Mother, you are being difficult."
She said, her heart lurching -"Let us begin again."
He said  "Mother I never knew you to be this way."
She said "What way?"her voice filling-spilling tears.
He said,  "I always thought you'd be there for me."
She said, "I am."
He said, "It is just because you are not getting your own way."
She said, hearing an unknown coldness crack their air, "What way?"
He said,  "She said it would go like this - and I did not believe her."
She said,  "What way?"
She said,  "What way?"
He said, nothing at all.

Friday, April 1, 2016

PAD. Day 1. Foolish Poem - " Free Falling Fool"


Free Falling Fool
there I was the little girl
with the big dark eyes
an old soul they said
too grown for child-
hood games by age
four or five – finding
the very word ‘child’
insulting – being a
fool not for me –
foolishness just
that and pushed
to the side –
laughter polite
and preferably
behind a polite
hand – for there
was lush music
and boundless
books and art
and of course
laying flat on
hot pavement
watching an ant
make its way
carrying a crumb
important lessons
to be learned – I
saved foolishness
for now – as I free
fall into its swirl
hungry to eat
each welcome
mouthful with
a spoon now
that it and I
are properly
aged and
simply
delectable.

Sunday, March 27, 2016

only to be read








only to be read...

written the name in the ripple of water -
in the pebbles in the hand of a small child
tossed skittering in the air ... written the
name in the phantoms melted in risen day-
light - filamented words floating as smoke 
across the face of the moon smiling - in the 
crooked limbs of the three who lead straight
to the shimmered Source of one and all - 
each and every - written the name - to read -
to be - to call out in the chorused clamor of 
connection collected in a common language 
of peace - of joy - of love - written the name ....
that needs no name ...






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Sunday, March 20, 2016

Consigned to collapse - they stand

Consigned to collapse – they stand

they stand – what were they -whirling
atoms - consigned somehow to those
particular bodies – they stand – con-
signed by the virulence of unholiest
hatred to the edge of collapse –some
to tumble over – they stand –some in
the soft dust of ash - some stumbling
through the finally opened gates –they
stand -some now flown to shine – star-
light in the sky – they return pushing
stones from their graves born to tell a
story that should have been but a tale
of caution – they stand strong and tall
their line circling this world – the Source
shining in the eyes of the newly born –
They stand – the cycle of self continues
their atoms inviolate and firm – perhaps
one or two floating off to still a hand lifted
in hatred – a heart aching in loss – they
stand behind us, with us, before us –
watching-
standing
They…


Sunday, March 6, 2016

Oblivion






Oblivion  

game time over ... call in the small child -
darkness is falling - the ancient story spills-
errant sparks fly from the hearths as mothers
hold the ground in solid strength - there a soft
velvet child and then another spin away - the
Spirit shudders - defiant they soar on wings-
still-wet ... game time over - the mothers call
to each of their small spun sugar children now
soaring grown into their own amethyst dreams -
bon voyage ...

Oblivion 2 & 1




Oblivion 2.

"Play time is over" - calls mother to small child -
darkness tips ready to fall - she calls waiting for
a fast patter - soft arms flung about her her neck -
excited chatter - "Play time is over.  Come in -
the nearly navy night flicks sparks of last day-
light falling to ground a glint here and there her
voice leeching strength - Defiant, spirit rousing
she exhales, stands tall and calls into the empty 
now navied night -"Play time is over. Come in
now." In the marrow of her bones she knows - 
her child now gone grown - flown on velvet wings 
soaring in-to starlight - her small child joining all 
spun-sugar others sparkling molten light in night
She leans loose limbed against hearth, feet on ground
door unlocked - letting her eyes finally fall to story -
to the ancient amethyst dreams of mothers calling fast
vanished days of small soft children flown, grown gone...
Come
play
home
again...








... and on the previous day a different perspective ..from these whirling words...



Oblivion  1. 

game time over ... call in the small child -

darkness is falling - the ancient story spills-
errant sparks fly from the hearths as mothers
hold the ground in solid strength - there a soft
velvet child and then another spin away - the
Spirit shudders - defiant they soar on wings-
still-wet ... game time over - the mothers call
to each of their small spun sugar children now
soaring grown into their own amethyst dreams -
bon voyage ...



Sunday, February 28, 2016

Re-group




Re-group

This is  the mystic magic of some mothers and some memories and the power of hibiscus blossoms

I recall the hibiscus blossom -
scarlet as you run to me through
the mist of years -there might as
well be the clear crystal chime 
of a bell when you jump into
my open arms and touch me 
with a scarlet blossom baby kiss - 
I feel the velvet of your cheek 
the reaching of dimpled hands 
for me - in that time of new bloom 
- no threat thrums for any in
this hibiscus- blossom world - 
From time to time  I cross to
this dream that is not a dream 
and once again stand in the 
vaccuumed space of time -
sunshined joy spilling...
enough 
to last
a life

Friday, January 15, 2016

the slipping of silk




the slipping of silk

cattle cars rumble on tracks of the past
washing up today’s toddlers in the tide
as too many stand still in silence waiting
for who-knows-what-when-how-or why -
to move them to speak
to move them to speak
as silence slips as silk ...
through a new generation
of frantic fingers grasping
for purchase - gasping for
air