Oh play pretend - damn the demanding
silence – Come back and play pretend.
Send flying verses over my head folded
like paper air-planes holding your secret
inscriptions to me– your patient progeny –
Oh play, play, play pretend and banish the
capped stench of grief and death alive under
the scars – stanch the scarlet river running
beneath protestations of healing – Feverish,
infected with yearning - I cry under my calm
coolness of fabricated, fatuous, “moving on” –
beneath protestations of healing – Feverish,
infected with yearning - I cry under my calm
coolness of fabricated, fatuous, “moving on” –
Please!
If I cannot have you back –
and I can not have you back–
Oh play pretend!
I have waited five and twenty years now since
footsteps echoed from your shoes rather than
walking throughout my heart, my mind, my soul.
Oh play pretend and for just one moment – Live.






