Sunday, April 5, 2015

FLASH 55 - Edited for Imaginary Toads


George Hodan Add 




Hope Enough*


They were hurried off in war and yet,
Mother stopped to pack her suitcase with
fruit – they thought her mad and silent stood,
she split the suitcase side pounding it closed –
Only, later tumbled trembling together riding to nowhere – 
hope flickered when wafting in the cattle car came 
the sweet scent of peaches, pears, apples.  






*edited for Flash 55


PAD - Day 5 - Vegetables - Sweet Sacrificials


Sweet Sacrificials

peas did not always
tickle the palate
pushed by small
fingers around the 
plate -  until finally
Father asked – 
“Did I know?? 
That a farmer
had met the dawn to
to turn the soil to work
furrows in the readied
earth. To plant the seeds
and tend them through
frost, and heat and rain
and drought-in manured
stench- in threat of mud
Watching in wait, for life.
 Green vined tendrils.
Tenderly tended until
pods plumped enough 
to be picked with care-
full hands. Peas bursting
within. Peas, eager to sacrifice
their short green lives - packed
for travel to my plate – tumbled
there - Only to have me in arrogance
of unknowing push them aside? Aside?
Desecrating farm mission and vegetative
validity with sharp toddler tines rejecting
this greatest sacrifice of all - gift of farmer’s
work and lives of sweet green peas boiled
bright, staring up at me in bated expectation???"

Then, knowing all that went before - 
there was no choice - 
Staring at those sweet  
sacrificials  
I honored them 
and their creators
with wet shamed
eyes. I smiled,
scooped, 
swallowed 
and 
 ate my peas 
as any 
good girl 
would 





Saturday, April 4, 2015

Hope Enough



Hope Enough

There is that parable that the old ones tell
of when they were hurried off in war and
Mother stopped to pack her suitcase careful
with the fruit that they could not fathom more
how she expected it to save – yet despite the pounding she had done to get the case to close – despite the crack across its side split as a departing dispute did rave –

Despite the pounding, the birdsong faith of packing this suitcase with fruit filled– there was a flicker of hope wafting in the cattle-car as the gentle decomposing fragrance spilled



PAD Day 4- 3 Secret Poem (s)

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Mom’s Secret Love

once I had a secret love
it lived within the heart of me
my mother sang loud and
stunningly off-key – I learned
the words long before I was
three – long long before the
import that the product of
that rolling-in-the-summer-
surf-secret-love-song was
me far far from figuratively


Unspoken

I never fell in love with
secrets - be they those
well intentioned folks
waiting in dark rooms
to pounce on friends
for some occasion-or
a state papering over
blood on the walls of
hallowed halls in favor
of some so-called good
greater than truth - All
blend hushed unspoken
sibilancy shuttering the
light of truth - creating
a twisted bonsai version
of the tree of life unable
to spread, to soar free
and unfettered - I never
fell in love with secrets
their seduction fleeting
and priced far too high



The Neighbor

I barely knew her
the young woman
next door who
knocked softly
urgently to ask
if I would, if I
could cover for
her, should her
husband call me
I did not know her
well enough to lose
her friendship - not
well enough to keep
the secret that she had
left unwanted stinking on
my doorstep, where each
day I needed to walk on as
though I was did not see it

lying there.

Friday, April 3, 2015

PAD - Day 3 - A Machine Poem - The Tin Man



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The Tin Man 

She flutters her eyelashes
feels them brush her cheek
as he turns the page of his paper
Shakes off the blow and turns
to a topic of the day – always
interested in the ins and outs
of fellow travelers on this blue
marble – she waxes until she
wanes almost out of breath
stops, pauses in that empty
kind of quiet – “what does he think?”
“not much” he grunts quietly …
at least she thinks that is what
he said – it is hard to hear
when suddenly – her ears
are clogged with falling
falling raining tears


The Good Girl

it percolates -small
discrete bubbles
bouncing from toes
to eyes locked on
lips closing in –
it percolates – tickling
tantalization straining
with each fizzing corpuscled
yes to form tongue, toothed
voice into a rounded – “No.”

Cookie Lies

It lies in wait
Yes “lies” tis true
That cookie high above
Calling to you
“Come!” it whispers
“Come” it does shout
They’ll never know
They’re not about
And you waver standing there
Hand upon the runged back chair
Sun just rising – true mother might never learn
She sleeps with a soft smile as you teeter-turn
Father on his back arm about her flung in slumber tight
They sleep gentle trusting you, their son,to do what’s right