Wednesday, March 13, 2024

Tree-dom





Tree-dom 

 

Kindergarten chimes - One, Two, Three

Climb under our desks away from the windows

away from the tall windows where the oak tree branches did sway

majestic guardian, leafed or bare, strong limbed through each day 

Turn your face from the windows teacher shrilly would say – 

Yet, each time I curled in that

silent space – I lifted head over shoulder

and did turn my face - smiled at my tree smiling back at me.

For, it was all quite ridiculous you see – 

to a five-year-old thinker such as was me -

Metal dog tag pressed under clothes against my chest

I spent a good time with grownup slants of process  

Hiding under a desk as a protection from a conflagration 

that made teachers level voices scatter pitchy and high 

But, good child that I was, I disobediently peeked, checked on my 

tree and stayed silent and curled without even a hint of an exasperated sigh. 

Until after a moment or two,  we were released to climb out from under 

 – once again safe, none here torn asunder

and there outside just as always was and would be

Stood the solid, secure open-arms of my wise and awaiting powerful tree

Winking at the foolishness of adults and their blatant pathetic ill-hidden anxiety .  

18 comments:

  1. Yes, it definitely does sound kind of crazy to look back at how we would protect ourselves from an air raid. My goodness, what were they thinking???

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    1. Yes, what indeed... it truly did not make any sense to five-year-old me!

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  2. perhaps they just didn't want to see our little faces when THEY were so fearful.

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  3. I love that you took comfort in that tree, during the under-the-desk drills. And now Putin is tossing around the nuclear word. How much crazier are things going to get? Sigh.

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    1. Seems we are learning that there is no limit to "craziness" ! ...perhaps and let us hope this is so .. there is also no limit to hopefulness and positive responsive action ! Perhaps!!

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  4. Must have been crazy practicing air raid drills as a little child. Am glad you found distraction and comfort. We really need to build a world where all children are safe.

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    1. A blessing actually when one thinks about it... that we were only "practicing drills" when so much of the world's children are in or have been in actual war- fare!

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  5. I remember those drills! I love your attachment to a tree with the wisdom of a true seer. Excellent poem.

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    1. Aww thank you Susan.. I loved those tall windows and the oak trees just outside.

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  6. I have no idea why would an air raid drill be necessary at all. It's good that during the time you had grown a deep bond with the magnificent tree. A great positive point. Beautiful.

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    1. Nor did I... or do I... Can you imagine sending your kindergartener to school with a metal dog tag imprinted with name and blood type? I suppose they felt at the time in case of disaster the children would be disciplined to follow the teacher's instructions? ... hmmm in the aftermath of a nuclear blast...? Not too sensible... I think a case of trying to do something to combat the relentless adult anxiety of those times. Sadly, now little ones have "active shooter drills" ! Have things gotten better?!!!

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    2. Really Pearl!!! Active shooter drill!!! OMG! This world is not safe for anyone and only humans are to be blamed for it. Sigh.

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  7. "a five-year-old thinker such as was me" - This comes through with this poem, it makes you think and gives you real insight into that 5 year old. Well done a very interesting write.

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    1. Thank you Alan.. my mother always said I had an "old head" my body is quickly catching up!

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  8. Pearl,
    Quite an experience for a five-year-old to take as a lifetime memory...the sound of the drill bell and all along you had the stability of your trusted tree friend.
    I often wonder how these escape drills must become second nature, to little children with regard to earthquake drills, nuclear drills and now sadly, those too frequent armed attack situations.
    An extremely well preserved memory Pearl ...

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    1. I think it was wearing the dog tag every day that was more of a reminder of an incipient threat .. we didn't hear sirens - my teacher had chimes in kindergarten 1-stop 2- look 3- listen which she used routinely and it was these that I recall .. the drills ended in my kindergarten year... I do not recall any fear whatsoever .. but I was aware of the nuclear threat and truly did not see how curling under our desks would be of any use. Yes, the active shooter drills of today chill my blood!

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  9. I was much older when I went through bomb drills. I made it once to the door of the bomb shelter only to have it closed in my face because it was full. I grew up among trees and I so understand the connection this small one had with the tree. Beautiful writing

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    1. Oh my Susie - now that is a chilling experience! Yes, we agree the trees seemed so strong, and wise, stable and protective. Thank you for stopping by.

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